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I happened to find a blog which deals with the subjects similar to mine, digital media, blogsphere, software studies. The bloggers is a Netherlander and she seems to be the same age with me. She is quite a knowledgeable one with interesting research papers. Especially, her brilliant ideas about the relationship between blog software and blogger make me curious with her works more. But it makes me feel small at once because I haven't achieved as much as she has. She looks like, so to speak, a rising star. I feel jealous. However, I believe jealousy is my power to let me progress.